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Be Still

I took my usual walk this morning – but didn’t manage to go my usual distance.  Seems I’m a little low on steam today.  So, in the beauty of the morning sun, amidst the barren trees along my path, I decided that this must be a day to just rest in God. The Psalmist’s words come to me often, but are especially reassuring on a day like today.  “Be still and know that I am God.”

2012 Aug 12 st mary & st clements 156Be still, indeed.  The very thing that can be the hardest for us to accomplish is to just be still and not try to do anything.  So, it is good for us to remember in the unrest; in the pain; in the chaos and uncertainty; amidst conflict and competition; deadlines and unreasonable schedules; it is good, so very good, to pause and remember that we are enfolded in the grace and heart of God.  Be still and know.

Increasing Light

It always amazes me how, once past the Solstice, the days can seem longer as the light each day increases.  It’s only by a fraction, mind you, but eventually it accumulates enough for us to see more daylight.  2012 Dec 30 zoo 054Is it any wonder that in the dead of winter we string lights about so that our darkness doesn’t seem so complete?

And what about the light that is within us?  Are we content with the artificial light that we string to help ourselves into the light, or are we willing to allow the gift of internal light to emerge and shine forth from within so that others may see the increasing light that we have to shine to the world?

2012 Dec 30 zoo 039Perhaps this is a good time to put away our artificial lights, along with our seasonal decorations, and begin to let the natural light of our lives give increasing brilliance to our days.   It’s certainly something to think about for this New Year.

Each experience we have is a grace.  And each grace we experience provides more light.  Do we have the desire and the patience to allow the increasing light of our experiences and graces to shine through us so there is nothing artificial about us?

Setting our sights

2012 Nov 25 Little Falls - tiny 025Already in this New Year I’m trying to remember what I have set my sights on.  Yes, all the things I want to do . . . and, trying to remember all the things I DON’T want to do as well.  It can be trying at times.  So many things come across our paths that vie with our intentions.  We get sidetracked and distracted.  Just doing an after Christmas clean of the apartment can put me off of my blog for a couple of days.  What else do I allow to get in the way of my newly made resolutions?

In prayer this morning the words of one of my favorite saints, Teresa of Avila, helped me to redirect and reaffirm my resolve.

2012-12-03 Dec 2 Basicalla 035“O Lord!  All our trouble comes to us from not having our eyes fixed upon You.  If we only looked at the way along which we are walking, we should soon arrive; but we stumble and fall a thousand times and stray from the way because we do not set our eyes on the true Way.”

A gentle reminder, but a powerfully good one.  Where have we set our sights for this year, this day, this hour?  What grace there is in being reminded of something so basic!

Art

2012 Dec 27 w Ben at art 012If you have never gone to an art museum with an art history expert, I highly recommend it.  Our son studied art and it was a thrill to go to the Hirshhorn National Art Gallery with him.  He shared insights about colors and complimentary shapes; perspective and art as expression; as well as about how art can push the envelope as social expression.  I felt my mind expanding just taking in the multiple exhibits that artists had created.

2012 Dec 27 w Ben at art 008And, as I often do when viewing contemporary art, I thought to myself:  “I could do that!”  I can only guess what my son’s response would be:   “Then why don’t you?”

Why don’t I, indeed!  Why do we often hesitate to give expression to what our heart desires; what our mind’s eye captures; or what our memory wants to create?  It is a question I am taking with me into this New Year.  What can I create today?  It may be in story form or in painted colors.  It may be in a unique photo shot or words to a song.  It may be cuisine well prepared and served.  It could be in sculpture or dance and movement; music, voice or silence. 2012 Dec 27 w Ben at art 026

Yes, what art are we prepared to create to express the grace and inner workings of our souls?

Special Time

2012 Dec 25 Mall w Ben 045It was a special time over the Christmas holidays as one of our sons came to visit.  Just as when his brother was here in October, when our children visit as adults, it is a rare chance to connect with them on another plane.  It is a special and graced time.

Ben arrived on Christmas eve and we talked and laughed and reminisced about past years when he and his brothers were younger.  We ate old familiar family foods and just enjoyed each other’s company.

2012 Dec 25 Mall w Ben 018After church on Christmas day, we gave each other the gift of our presence and spent the day together walking the National Mall.  It was a gray day, typically winter, but not too cold.  While all the park buildings and visitor centers were closed, the Mall was still crowded with visitors.  Along with the usual stops and sights, Ben challenged us to find the 2012 Dec 25 Mall w Ben 023Albert Einstein memorial, which we had not yet seen.  It is a beautiful sculpture to a brilliant man; humble and unassuming.

We returned home as the shadows fell and had our traditional Christmas dinner – homemade Chinese food from my mother’s special recipe.  The day was fun and holy and filled with grace.  I hope your Christmas was the same.

Happy New Year

2011 2 Sep smithsonian & flowers 005Yes, another year, another day, another chance to begin again!

I think that is one of the most wonderful things about our traditions and New Years.  We find it appropriate to re-think our habits and our directions and feel comfortable vowing to begin again – with something new, something untried, something novel or exciting.

So, in the shadow of this second day of the New Year, I have to share something that I read yesterday.  This person was reminding me that in all the things we set out for ourselves to DO in this New Year, we should also remember the things we DO NOT want to do.  She suggested making a list of DON’Ts to include with our resolutions for the coming year.

This really caused me to think!  Yes, there are many things that I DON’T want to do this year and I habitually fall into DOING them.  As an example, perhaps you’re like me and habitually say “yes” to something I would rather say “no” to.  So, on my list of DON’Ts for the year is I will no longer say “yes” when I really need to say “no.”  That’s going to be harder than losing weight!  I will say “no” to invasions of my time; to additional commitments I would rather not engage in; to food that is not good for me; to responsibilities that are not mine; etc., etc.  AND, I will NOT feel guilty.  Quite a resolution.

It’s a freeing thought, really.  There are so many things I want to do in this new year, I might as well start with saying “no” to the things I don’t want to do.

May this New Year fill us with the grace necessary to say “no” to the things we don’t want to be doing – and leave any guilt behind – so that we can be fully present to the things we DO want to do.

Holiday Travel

2012 Dec 19 - xmas trees eve 141So many are leaving for holiday travels today.  I hear roller suitcases on the sidewalk below my window and know that folks are heading out to the airport after work today.  It is a wonderful time of year to be together and, in most cases these days, being together means travel of some kind or another.  So, travel safely and remember to pack patience and joy so that we don’t get annoyed by the normal disturbances of modern travel – to say nothing of the weather!

2012 Dec 19 - xmas trees eve 209One of our sons will be joining us here in DC for the holidays and we are excited for his arrival.  Because we will be spending time together, celebrating, and visiting local sights, I will not be blogging for the upcoming week.

Come back again next year and let’s continue the conversation!  Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, everyone!  May the blessings of our God, who has come to live among us, bring you grace and peace during this season and always.

Evening and Morning

2012 Dec 19 - xmas trees eve 221Last evening I set out for my walk late in the day so I could capture some of the National Mall in evening light.  It was unseasonably warm and I enjoyed the slower, winter pace in and among the monuments.  As I walked, I marveled at the beauty even in the winter landscape.

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There was quite a contrast of emotions for me as I walked past the White House and saw all the holiday decorations – then looked across the street to see all the flags at the Washington Monument at half staff in honor of the victims of the Newtown shootings.  I said a prayer for them and wondered to myself if there would ever be an end to such senseless killing.  And, I said a prayer of hope.  We can always hope.

2012 Dec 20 sunrise 005As I prayed last evening, I wondered what hope looks like.  Not being a morning person, just by accident, (or maybe in answer to prayers) I caught some of the extraordinary sunrise this morning.  I had to grab my camera and snap the picture right through my window just as a reminder that hope is eternal and the sun does rise each day signaling a new beginning.  And I thought to myself, this is what hope looks like.  This is the grace of hope painted across the morning sky.

What a difference in emotions from last evening to this morning.  There is grace in Advent – and there is hope for our world.

Our Prayer

2012 Dec 2 Basicalla 055We often think of our prayer as being quiet time and a time set apart to be with God.  And, that’s not a bad understanding of prayer.

But prayer can also be so much more.  Advent is an exercise in teaching us how to wait, to long, to prepare and to enrich our prayer – our time with God – and our time in this world, in this place.

Dorothy Day, who is now being considered for sainthood, thought that prayer was so much more than words.  She believed that we also have to live our prayer and act on it.  She thought that the actions of our lives and the work that we do can be our prayer.  According to her, our prayer can be a witness to our life, to the work we do, the things we love and care for.

The way Dorothy prayed allowed her to see Christ in the many disturbing disguises he wears in this world.  Because of her prayer, Dorothy could see Christ, and could reach out and serve him in the hungry and needy people standing right in front of her.

2012 Dec 2 Basicalla 072Has our waiting and preparing during this Advent advanced our understanding of prayer?  Has it allowed us the grace to pray through the work that we do and to see Christ and serve him with the very actions of our lives?

This is the preparing work of Advent.  And, there are still six days left.

 

Difficult Times

When words fail and there is nothing we can say, perhaps the words of wisdom from someone else gives us hope and inspires us.  I’d like to share the words of Fr. Mike Ryan from Seattle’s Cathedral who preached yesterday on the terrible events of this past week.
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Homily for the Third Sunday of Advent

December 16, 2012

 I had a homily all prepared for this weekend and was ready to give it until the horrific event of this past Friday at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut. That changed everything. Somehow, I knew I couldn’t preach today without saying something about that event that has forever altered the lives of those families and shaken our nation to its very foundations.

This is the Sunday we call Gaudete Sunday, “Rejoice Sunday,” but how are we to rejoice in the wake of that unspeakable tragedy? And how are we to find a path forward amid such darkness, death, such inexplicable evil?

And those families who lost those twenty beautiful little children and other loved ones, too: how are they — in this season when we celebrate light shining in the darkness, hope in the midst of despair — how are they to find any light, any hope, at all?

I have no ready answers for any of this. I don’t. All I know is that at moments like this we need to come together in prayer, and we need to reach out in love and prayer and in every way we can to those sorrowing, grief-stricken families. Perhaps in doing so, we will light for them a flame of hope no matter how tiny or dim.

That is what we do this morning. We come together as believers or as people who struggle to believe, and we find strength and comfort in simply being together, praying together, and in celebrating together the rituals of our faith. We listen to Advent readings that dare to speak of rejoicing even as we are feeling only great sadness. We want to believe, but find it so hard to believe, the words of the Prophet Zephaniah who proclaimed to the people, “the Lord is in your midst…He has removed the judgment against you…you have no further misfortune to fear… you need not be discouraged.” And we want to heed the words of St. Paul in his letter to the Philippians: “Rejoice in the Lord always. I shall say it again, rejoice! Have no anxiety at all.”

But how — in this broken world of ours — how is it possible to rejoice? How is it possible not to fear or to be discouraged?

One thing is certain: we cannot keep hope alive by ourselves. We can only do it with God’s help and with the help and support we give to each other in community.

And then, I think it may be helpful to know a little background to those readings. When the prophet Zephaniah spoke his words of hope to the people of Israel he was speaking to people who were in the midst of some gravely troubling times. They had suffered appalling losses to foreign powers and had been brought low and humiliated time and again by ruthless forces of occupation that made a mockery of their faith and ridiculed their religion. It was against that background that Zephaniah told them not to fear or be discouraged, but to “rejoice with all your hearts because the Lord has taken away all judgments against you….”

And maybe it’s helpful, too, to know that when St. Paul wrote his letter to the Philippians and told them to “rejoice in the Lord always… and to have no anxiety about anything,” he was writing to them from Rome where he was in prison awaiting trial.

nd then there’s today’s passage from Luke’s gospel. The crowds, eager for answers, ask John the Baptist, “What shall we do?” And the Baptist answers by telling them not to worry about themselves but to have a concern for and to take care of others. If you have two cloaks, he says, share with the person who has none at all, and do the same with any food you may have. And when tax collectors and soldiers question him about what they should do, he tells them to be just and honest in all their dealings.

“What shall we do?” That’s our question, too, isn’t it?   We really want to know what we are to do when we feel so helpless, so adrift on some very stormy seas. And it’s hard not to wonder what the Baptist would tell us if we had the opportunity to ask him ‘what we are to do?’ I can’t be certain, of course, but something tells me that he would speak to us about regaining our moral compass as a society, about shunning the ways of violence that are aided and abetted by the easy availability of the most lethal kinds of assault weapons. And I think that John the Baptist might well point his prophetic finger at us and tell us to get our priorities straight and to find humane, enlightened ways to help individuals and families who live with mental illness.

That’s my hunch. And, I know, none of what I’ve said makes this moment any easier, nor does it soothe our sorrows or calm our fears. But maybe it offers a tiny glimmer of hope. And maybe it gives us a new resolve to embrace our faith more intentionally and to live it more authentically. We need each other and we need to do more than just wring our hands about terrible things that happen. Those things happen in a society that we are part of, a society that we have the power to influence and to change — maybe not in big ways, but certainly in real ways. And we are part of a Church that preaches the gospel of love and justice and peace, but this gospel must first become our gospel, our way of life, before we can ever hope that it will have its impact on society.

My friends in Christ, on this Advent Sunday, in the midst of a world with problems and challenges both agonizing and seemingly unsolvable, a world where glimpses of light are all too quickly eclipsed by darkness, in this vastly imperfect world of ours and of these vastly imperfect lives of ours, there is still room for hope — great hope, because God’s love has always been more powerful than even the greatest of human evils and it always will be.

Advent dares to speak of light in the midst of darkness, hope for the world in the face of a tiny child, hope for the world in faces like yours and mine. Hemingway once wrote that “life breaks all of us, but some people grow at the broken places.” May the Body of Jesus broken for us in this Eucharist bring healing to all our broken places, and hope to broken hearts, and to our broken world!

 Father Michael G. Ryan

Pastor

 

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